tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54787242011-04-22T09:51:18.706+10:00what to say?i just love to write about stuff that goes on in my ultra boring life.blogging is such a great form of release,and it's so irresistably enjoyable...so watch this space!debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.comBlogger5401100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1168237210671733932007-01-08T17:18:00.000+11:002007-01-08T17:20:10.690+11:00

Why the heck do I even want to blog here? This blog is dead. And oh, Singapore is sooooo boring. MAJOR YAWN.Oh by the way, Happy New Year's. Damn, time really flies /:

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1161689863795369132006-10-24T21:31:00.000+10:002006-10-24T21:37:43.810+10:00

OH MY, WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO MY TAGBOARD?Suddenly it's become a friggin private thing, and I SWEAR I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH THIS BLOODY BLOG since the last time I blogged.My my, I wonder if someone hacked into this - and if someone did, I have a good feeling I know who it is.Anyway, whatever it is, I'm not too bothered. One day when I can be stuffed I will revamp this old blog of mine - just give

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1159014130567021272006-09-23T22:19:00.000+10:002006-09-23T22:22:10.590+10:00

Can I be your blogging queen?Like, pretty pleaseeee.I feel awesome these days. Life has never been better.Oh, let's wait till I get my results at the end of the semester. I will be eating dust then, damnit!However, I still say..."GO ALL THE (SEEMINGLY) INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES (AND THEIR FUTURE)!"

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1157369900907039582006-09-04T21:33:00.000+10:002006-09-04T21:38:20.910+10:00

I know this is over-said by now, but Australia just lost it's greatest ambassador of all time - Steve Irwin. He embodied everything that was so stereotypically Aussie.Who else can replace that? To imitate his personality is just to commercialize the man who put "Crikey!" on the world map.Sigh.Let us cry for today, and tomorrow we have to move on with life in this cruel world - nobody, nothing,

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1154514120488347602006-08-02T20:08:00.000+10:002006-08-02T20:22:00.543+10:00

I never thought the time would come, but I am declaring a blogging hiatus for an indefinite period of time.And that includes blogging here, on my space, on friendster, ANYWHERE.I am quitting blogging for now, until my soul feels right again.Why?I just think I've said enough. Said enough to confuse myself, said enough to confuse people, and it's still in vain. It just goes in circles. And if my

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1152475394953248132006-07-10T05:53:00.000+10:002006-07-10T06:04:42.453+10:00

This blog is starting to feel a bit like my private diary, considering how my space is so public and all.It is nonsense when people say that you can choose who you want to "fall in love" with. If I could do the impossible, I would be the happiest girl on earth, seriously.And being the obstinate person I am, I don't give everyone a chance to get to know me properly. When I open up to others, the

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1152254842437019302006-07-07T16:40:00.000+10:002006-07-07T16:47:22.446+10:00

For once, I decided I'd rather blog on this obscure blog of mine, rather than my space.I'm just thinking. What is it that will make me different from the rest of the world? What is it that will make my life different? What is it that will make me truly satisfied? What is it that will make me stop bothering about what the people around me comment about (me, that is)?I don't have the answers to any

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1151424852980450582006-06-28T02:14:00.000+10:002006-06-28T02:14:13.036+10:00

Cassie - Me & U

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1150452584673690372006-06-16T20:09:00.000+10:002006-06-16T20:09:44.723+10:00

Dem Franchize Boyz - Lean Wit It, Rock Wit ItFor you, Joanna =)

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1149770167393633502006-06-08T22:33:00.000+10:002006-06-08T22:36:07.406+10:00

Hey y'all, SO SORRY about not updating this blog at all. I've kinda abandoned this blog for my msn space. Once again, the link is :http://spaces.msn.com/debfang/GET THE LATEST OF THE LATEST THERE, AND DROP ME A COMMENT WHENEVER!Ok, why did I do that in caps? Lol.Anyway, I still love all my faithful blog readers lots =)

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1147092812492536562006-05-08T22:49:00.000+10:002006-05-08T22:53:33.046+10:00

i'm back to break the silence. i ought to be mugging my arse off with my international studies essay due on friday...but OH WHO CAN BE BOTHERED RIGHT NOW. in the next 3 days i will be doing some REALLY HARDCORE work with it! anyway, i'm intending to transform this blog into one which contains more serious matter...like my views on politics and music and what not. however, as i do not wish i

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1144042997307654842006-04-03T15:31:00.000+10:002006-04-03T15:43:17.320+10:00

after a grand 529 posts (including this one) spanning over a period of 2 years and about 9 months, since June 17, 2003 (i think there might be a handful of posts before that but that was the earliest i could find (i didn't archive my stuff properly over the years), i think this blog is way past it's bed time. i won't erase it permanently for sentimental reasons, but i won't be blogging here as

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1141207035233527372006-03-01T20:54:00.000+11:002006-03-01T20:57:15.243+11:00

PRAY FOR PAT. PRAY HARD. SHE NEEDS US ALL IN THIS TIME OF UTTER DESPAIR. I TOTALLY CAN'T BE HAPPY WITH YOU SO DOWN AND OUT. OMGG WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO YOU? I TOTALLY FEEL FOR YOU. TOTALLY. I REALLY WANT YOU TO GET WELL SOON. AND WHATEVER IT IS, I LOVE YOU, EVEN IF I HAVE BEEN A BITCH TO YOU. OMG, I FEEL TERRIBLE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. TERRIBLE =(

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1139543015354558442006-02-10T14:41:00.000+11:002006-02-10T14:43:35.376+11:00

OMG SO SAD. thats all i wanna say. you guys will see me in melbourne soon...by monday at latest.

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1138123770448428052006-01-25T04:09:00.000+11:002006-01-25T04:29:30.520+11:00

never in my entire life have i adored a friend so much. i can spend every single moment of my holiday in singapore in your presence, and i'd never get bored of you. NEVER. we can go out shopping (obviously one of our shared interests), stone at each other's places, party our arses off in the club, sit there and WAIT for each other to be free so that we can talk again...and do a billion other

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1137346664481514632006-01-16T04:34:00.000+11:002006-01-16T04:38:09.700+11:00

this is super random, but i REALLY love my 3 and a half year old blog...despite my can't be bothered attitude with changing templates and my craploads of nonsense about my very boring life.My blog is worth $9,597.18.How much is your blog worth?surprised?i am too...haha.cheers to my constant blogging for a faithful 3 years plus...coming to 4 years soon!may i keep updating everyone about my

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1136214955294490252006-01-03T02:10:00.000+11:002006-01-03T02:15:55.306+11:00

singapore is SO FUN!i love it.everything is awesome at the moment...and life seriously CANNOT get better!too many good things have been happening to me...well other then that ben ng thing which totally sucked!but otherwise it's all good...i'm going shopping tmr!everybody say YAY!and crashing acjc from wed...for a few good days probably.i love that place to death...and this year's crashing is

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1135775929273262132005-12-29T00:14:00.000+11:002005-12-29T00:18:49.283+11:00

i'm at joannas house now...bumming for the umpteenth time and listening to "belly dancer" by akon for the 100th time today or smthing.and i bought a hell a lot of stuff today...burberry brit and benetton handbag...broke now man.lol.anyone who wants to send me money you're more then welcome into debbie fang's life!errr yeah ought to go home soon...but cbfed now man.and jo needs to finish painting

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1135691022530425882005-12-28T00:26:00.000+11:002005-12-28T00:43:42.593+11:00

ben ng from acjc sucks...the short bastard deserves to die...and EVERYONE I KNOW OUGHT TO COME UP TO ME AND ASK ME WHY HE IS SUCHA BIATCH FOR A GUY,he is SO SAD and he can't kiss and bloody idiot...biggest loser ever!fuck him lah.and whooohooo singapore rocks my socks.LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS TO SWEET DEATH!

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1134261997911095772005-12-11T11:33:00.000+11:002005-12-11T11:46:37.936+11:00

tomorrow worries the hell out of me.my mind runs through the last few crazy months of my life...i recall the first moments of getting every exam paper in november.upon seeing some of the questions my brain freezes and i panick like crazy...and i tell myself to breathe in and calm down because my poor brain can't think under such circumstances.and upon walking out of each exam i didn't know

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1134190706069864792005-12-10T15:51:00.000+11:002005-12-10T15:58:26.086+11:00

okay,time to plan my holiday itinerary...anyone up for shopping next saturday?if anyone is interested call me...cos i intend to get like hair accessories,sunnies and bags next saturday...and contacts and all my necessities.and if anyone wants to go for supper next friday night...make a booking NOW with me okay?and mmmph christmas day,someone already booked me for dinner,anyone wants to book me

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1134175818759179882005-12-10T11:42:00.000+11:002005-12-10T11:50:18.770+11:00

SINGAPORE beckons.i love my friends in that sunny little place...and i LOVE my family (the Poon side that is,no offence to the Teo side...i don't fit in nicely if you must know) and i can't wait to see everybody again!yay =)

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1133788008565382312005-12-05T23:50:00.000+11:002005-12-06T00:06:48.606+11:00

i was more than dumb to lose myself in the last few months.i was deeply hurt by the revelations,but i stay true to my beliefs and wish you all the best in whatever you do...it wasn't your fault at all.i wallowed for one night and almost a day over you,too much time wasted if you ask me...and now i have to move on.it hits me so hard,like nothing has ever got to me before...but i shall pursue what

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1133141150122973262005-11-28T12:20:00.000+11:002005-11-28T12:25:50.136+11:00

to think i thought it would be over.stuff just keeps getting more complicated with us doesn't it?your friends,my friends,my friends friends...gosh.why do our groups have to be SO DAMN INTERCONNECTED?it's not even funny...the links even extend beyond the shores of australia.roarrr.i wanna runaway from this all.to singapore we go ASAP...to meet my bestie and my homies,cos i love y'all =)

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1132902622386300012005-11-25T17:58:00.000+11:002005-11-25T18:10:22.396+11:00

delete,delete and delete s'more.i know i am evil,but i REALLY want to severe all my ties with you.and thats the only way i can see myself doing it...good bye to you,and hello to the rest of the world.and my trip home is nearing...i am SO excited all of a sudden!everyone who wants to have a piece of me when i'm back...drop me your number sometime yep?and if i want a piece of you,i will ask you to

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1132298105024670202005-11-18T18:03:00.000+11:002005-11-18T18:17:02.850+11:00

suddenly i miss you.nothing's happening between us,but if only you didn't go yet...we could have got to know each other better.but by now i'm almost certain that you've found a girl that you've always dreamt of finding.OMG i told myself that would not be sitting at home wallowing about you after exams...and here i am doing it.SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE...all my friends either have other

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1132233136478505282005-11-17T23:58:00.000+11:002005-11-18T00:12:16.493+11:00

i feel happiness for both of you...it's coming along quite nicely for you guys...but i can't help but feel what i've been feeling for years.yes,it's that sense of worthlessness again.i'm sorry,but i can't seem to shake it off after all these years...once in a blue moon it comes back to haunt me.i look around me...my friends all have something going on for them...they either get what they want,or

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1132205696783521692005-11-17T16:14:00.000+11:002005-11-17T16:34:56.853+11:00

i cannot express HOW GOOD IT FEELS to be over and done with VCE.for the first time in the entire year...i didn't wake up to my alarm clock ringing.i could lie in bed for as long as i wanted without worrying about what i had to do today...and it was FANTASTIC.it was just as great as walking out of that examination room yesterday with this incredible sense of freedom and happiness that flooded me

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1132048854567299262005-11-15T20:51:00.000+11:002005-11-15T21:00:54.593+11:00

omg i MUST stop panicking.bloody international studies exam tomorrow.yeah,everyone who is around me whenever i have an upcoming international studies outcome...you all know how jumpy i get about the stuff...which makes tomorrow a WHOLE LOT WORSE because i am worrying not for just ONE essay or ONE short answer section...but TWO essays and TWO short answer sections.i am so screwed.and i MUST STOP

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1131850185671626912005-11-13T13:46:00.000+11:002005-11-13T13:49:45.683+11:00

ONE MORE FRIGGIN EXAM TO GO.politics can get SO BORING when you know you could be out doing fun stuff...especially when all your friends have finished and you've heard all about their escapades...grrrrr.OMG I MUST STUDY...i'm so outta it right now.but c'mon deb...hang in there,just a few good days of solid study...it WILL pay off.just FOCUS.KILL ME.omgomgomg.

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1131452079797752532005-11-08T23:10:00.000+11:002005-11-08T23:14:39.826+11:00

so you're not coming on saturday...but thats cool,at least you had the manners to tell me.and actually i kinda understand,cos afterall it's a day before you leave melb for a month.i would kinda be pressed for time if i were you too...but yes,let's hope we keep in touch and meet up sometime (hopefully you'll be back in melb before i leave for singapore)!you're still my cutie...even though i've

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1131359239770087412005-11-07T21:20:00.000+11:002005-11-07T21:27:19.780+11:00

PARTY UP!yayy...one paper left,very exciting pool party up this weekend.and tomorrow the hardcore studying begins for international studies.debbie is a very happy girl today...i met my dearest.it was a mere minute...but it totally made my day man.i called out your name,you turned around and said "hey whats up!" in the most amicable way ever...and smiled your cute smile very enthusiastically at

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1131191434770352472005-11-05T22:42:00.000+11:002005-11-05T22:50:35.506+11:00

i am so friggin angry at you...and i really hate that growing bitterness within me...it's damn human nature,and i can't do this.i DON'T want to be immature and fight back,because whats the point anyway?goodness,if you've go nothing better to do then come up and pick on the truth,maybe it's time you consider getting a life.that's all i will say to you.i am sorry for being a total moron towards you

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1130988180266594082005-11-03T14:13:00.000+11:002005-11-03T14:23:00.340+11:00

ROAR.i'm about mid-way through friggin VCE,and i can just about memorise the instructions they read out to us at the start of almost every paper "no calculators and electronic devices are allowed in this examination...if you have any of these devices please stand next to your desk..."and i've done BAD for all my papers if you need to ask me.especially maths...just don't talk about it,i like

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1130391886537403952005-10-27T15:37:00.000+10:002005-10-27T15:44:46.566+10:00

thats it.if i don't see you tomorrow,chances are i will never see you again.which is going to be weird...after this whole saga.well it's been fun for you i guess.all that staring and oooh-ing and chuckling with your mates.i know lots of chicks will be pissed off by this kind of behaviour by now...but i've had it for 2 weeks and i really cbfed anymore.whatever it is,you're still adorable.being all

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1130133545227752682005-10-24T15:54:00.000+10:002005-10-24T15:59:05.233+10:00

STUDYING SUCKS.but here we go again...in 5 minutes it's back to studying!at least most of the people around me are experiencing the same crap,if thats any comfort at all.c'mon man...3 weeks and 2 days time and it's all done!but for now i see piles and piles of stuff to get through...so laters.talk when i'm having those study breaks!byebye.

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129903366434521912005-10-21T23:57:00.000+10:002005-10-22T14:09:42.056+10:00

OMG WE HAVE TO TALK.damn you,what the hell are you trying to do?walking pass trying to act intimate with a chick just to test my reaction?i was quite (actually...make that VERY) pissed off with you for doing that to me.anyway,now that i've calmed down a tad...it's funny!poor boy...you don't know what you're doing.and yes,wait to see Suci online...she's about to yell at you for being nothing but

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129779908922518222005-10-20T13:25:00.000+10:002005-10-20T13:45:08.976+10:00

okay i'll just write what i know now...the story was not complete yet,i just cbfed writing before.well yeah Hendi went up to my friends Jennifer and Suci after school on tuesday (Year 12's ended at 11am...but both of them were there to pick their younger siblings up from school),and they had a conversation for almost an hour.i found it quite random,because he didn't even know them and stuff.but

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129641746870222762005-10-18T23:17:00.000+10:002005-10-18T23:22:26.876+10:00

OMG Hendi went up to my friends Jennifer and Suci and talked to them after school today for like a period...it's really too much to talk about,and i can't be stuffed writing all this down right now...but let's just say it's kinda odd...and i'm not sure if it's good or bad,it was quite random of him to say the things he said.oh well whatever!i just got homr from graduation night,and i still have

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129609075904943412005-10-18T14:07:00.000+10:002005-10-18T14:17:55.936+10:00

i just realized that yesterday's entry was my grand 500th blog entry since the day i got hooked on penning my emotions into words on this damned thing...and how apprioriate,it had that bittersweet feeling to it...oh well.it's been a short day so far,just got home from lunch with parents not long ago...but before i was soaking up my final day of high school,signing shirts,getting my shirt signed..

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129537962608894772005-10-17T18:11:00.000+10:002005-10-17T18:32:46.000+10:00

the bittersweet photo of Hendi and Debbie...something that i will be staring at for hours on end,wondering what went wrong,and analysing the look on our faces and our body language.you judge for yourself what you think the underlying message is in this photo...for me,i say that i've blown it.BIG TIME.today was dress up day...it was not as crazy as i thought it'd be,but nevertheless,it will be a

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129367745009650162005-10-15T18:44:00.000+10:002005-10-16T15:52:09.640+10:00

DAMN.by writing this entry i'm kicking 2 of hendi's gorgeous photos out of view from my blog!but whatever...theres 2 more photos of him down there.i'm falling sick...dan flu and sore throat...and i need to study...that is,after i fix myself something to eat and shower.gotta get down to some psych and health tonight...then tomorrow is maths and eng.i've got everything ready for dress up day on

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129280006841795162005-10-14T18:31:00.000+10:002005-10-14T18:53:26.860+10:00

someone kill me.free me from this crazy life...i am about to fail terribly in my goals for VCE (look at my maths and you'll just give up already),and the end of my high school journey is not all as sweet and "perfect" as it was meant to be.once again,i chickened out in doing anything...i had the opportunity to DO SOMETHING,but i didn't.you were there...at your locker,twice when i walked past...my

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1129195137058824102005-10-13T19:06:00.000+10:002005-10-13T19:18:57.066+10:00

it's been an intensely insane week of ultimate insecurity and confusion.everyday i learnt something new about you and me.now the situation is an open book...and it's up to me to either pick up the pen and initiate a new chapter in my life (and yours,maybe),or decide that the short story so far deserves to have a cruel ending.and honestly,it isn't easy.i'm so inexperienced,i don't know what to do.

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1128849865910679972005-10-09T19:11:00.000+10:002005-10-09T19:24:26.050+10:00

exams are in a few weeks time...and what the hell am i doing?everything else but sit down and really get some proper knowledge into my damn head.and i have SEVEN DAYS of high school left...this is simply bad.i've GOT to start stressing my arse off like never before...but here i am just feeling quite nonchalant about it all.okay,THAT'S IT.late night study beckons tonight...revise the writing task

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1128683697940239552005-10-07T20:55:00.000+10:002005-10-15T18:43:08.680+10:00

Guess who again?mmmmph.this was at some leadership conference last year... mr soemawinata poses for the camera and acts like the crazy ass he is (he took these photos himself by the way!).don't you just love this guy?i doooo!

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1128429584427490332005-10-04T22:30:00.000+10:002005-10-04T22:39:44.463+10:00

international studies.it's killing me...i mean,yes it's probably the only subject that i don't even consider a subject (as in...whenever i sit tests for it i've always STRESSED out like insane...trying to remember copious amounts of information,and it's something that you can't just simply sit and try to get the facts in...you HAVE to immense yourself in the entire area of study and get personal

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1128177896103437782005-10-02T00:40:00.000+10:002005-10-02T00:44:56.150+10:00

omg i just got home from 'jumpstart',some christian youth event...it ended at almost 11pm,and with all that waiting for the train to flinders st station and more waiting for the train to box hill and the ride home to ringwood...omg.and i've got to wake up at 7am tomorrow morning,and i feel like a bum because i don't feel like i've studied a whole lot as i should have these holidays...DAMN.time to

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1127911830805854242005-09-28T22:43:00.000+10:002005-09-28T22:50:30.813+10:00

Here's some REAL eyecandy for you guys.This is Hendi...Him again with a mate....cute,cute,cute.

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1127824255348799272005-09-27T22:18:00.000+10:002005-09-27T22:30:55.356+10:00

for the very first time since goodness knows when,i studied properly for one day.yes,i have to admit that i didn't do as much as i pleased...but at least now i have a better idea of how i work and how much time i should allocate to each area of study i'm tackling in each particular subject.so i kinda screwed up my timetable...and wrote a whole new one (including time allocated to each area of

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1127646625005396212005-09-25T20:54:00.000+10:002005-09-25T21:10:28.226+10:00

international studies,australian foreign policy.someone summarize the perceptions of national interest in the hawke/keating era and howard era for me please...i hate reading and i know nothing substantial about this area of study.Firth,Sarah's notes from last year,my beloved VASST 2005 course book,and my very tattered international notebook,on top of the countless handouts and newspaper articles

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1127436891511543162005-09-23T10:37:00.000+10:002005-09-23T13:37:11.186+10:00

what is the meaning of romantic love?when is it that you know you are in love with that special someone?the answers i do not know.i like to think that i can't fall in love at seventeen years of age,and "love at first sight" is definitely not something that exists...but when you experience one week of crazily intense emotions towards that one person you set your heart on...you begin to question

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1127187263057619252005-09-20T13:26:00.000+10:002005-09-20T13:34:23.063+10:00

2nd day of term 3 "holidays" and what have i done?almost 1/4 of my health revision ONLY.pathetic.my uncle from singapore is over...he leaves tomorrow,and i want to finish 1/2 my health revision by tonight...and tomorrow i really want to begin maths revision.i shall persist,but for now i feel so damn stressed out.i was just leafing through my sister's notes for health and i saw that my last health

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1126616294212758152005-09-13T22:31:00.000+10:002005-09-13T22:58:14.250+10:00

it's the time of the year when i should be working like i've never worked so hard in my entire life.but here i am,seriously losing motivation,just trying to gather the energy to scrape through with school.but anyway,that isn't the point.i've got about 3 weeks left as a high school student (minus the term break coming up in the next 2 weeks),and DAMN am i getting depressed about once again moving

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1126080072021565812005-09-07T17:50:00.000+10:002005-09-07T18:04:25.776+10:00

DAMN i got my first crap grade in english back yesterday...i managed a poor B plus.OMG B PLUS...and it's english!oh what is becoming of me?i really think i'm deproving like insane...except that this isn't the time to go downhill...it's meant to keep getting BETTER!oh well just gotta work at it.gotta scrutinize maths like crazy later...but for now i shall fill everyone in about my boring life!i'm

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1125753693370484852005-09-03T23:08:00.000+10:002005-09-03T23:21:33.913+10:00

HELLO again everybody!it took me almost a month to get back to blogging...and i sure do miss writing all these ramblings of mine here!i haven't been online much for the last week or so either because i decided i'd really have to start relaxing less and focus more on trying to get more work done.however,i really feel like i haven't got anything substantial done since my "sacrifice" of less rest

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1123741890987842782005-08-11T16:13:00.000+10:002005-08-11T16:31:30.996+10:00

sometimes you just sit down and wonder where your life is heading.what's the point of trying so hard when everyone dies in the end?i know it sounds like i'm so utterly depressed or something,but well we all have our down days (sometimes for no specific reason)...and mine's been the last few days.but before anyone comes up to me and go "awww.don't worry you'll be fine...cheer up!" i just wanna

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1123504798719672972005-08-08T22:36:00.000+10:002005-08-08T22:47:58.053+10:00

if you wanna know what the word 'lazy' really means,just take a look at me...and you'll see living proof of the word.haven't done anything substantial since thursday night,and so can't be bothered anyway!oh gosh before i go to bed i had better read some eng and its.to make myself feel a little better...and for the good of my grades and my future uni course.ok enough talk,should just WORK!anyway,

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1123243244987546362005-08-05T21:58:00.000+10:002005-08-05T22:00:44.996+10:00

OMG i've been trying to get access to msn messenger and my hotmail account TIRELESSLY for the last 3 and a half hours.DAMMIT what the hell is wrong with this?i've checked my configurations and internet settings a million times,followed all the msn help instructions,tried to connect to msn and hotmail using my lap top (wireless connection),and freaking msn connection troubleshooter tells me my

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1123233505519242132005-08-05T18:48:00.000+10:002005-08-05T19:18:25.530+10:00

by the end of next month i will have to fill up my 12 preferences for uni courses i wish to be enrolled in next year.so this month is one filled with university open days to attend and ask heaps of questions about,so that i can eventually sit down and consider what's best and most realistic for me.i've flipped through the VTAC Guide,and looked through the undergraduate courses that the

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1123135143442765862005-08-04T15:47:00.000+10:002005-08-04T16:05:09.626+10:00

omg i'm so pissed off at my dad.don't parents get on your nerves sometimes?i blew it when the bloody ironing board fell while i was ironing my clothes,and he got CUT at me for getting cut.dammit.they don't get it do they?i've been burned by the freaking iron a gazillion times and i've had so many tests i've been stressing over in the last few days,and even as i get a break from tests for a week (

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1122985345422911972005-08-02T22:09:00.000+10:002005-08-02T22:24:07.670+10:00

i cannot believe i'm blogging after editing my 2nd english writing folio for the entire night.it's fictional short pieces, in the form of a diary...so you get the idea.i'm sick of writing but i'm still here anyway.is this insane or WHAT?but i realised how much i couldn't get over my B plus grade on the psych exam,and i NEED to click outta this like here and right now.i couldn't sleep last night

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1122897488084771642005-08-01T21:39:00.000+10:002005-08-01T22:00:46.003+10:00

this is just a taste of how it feels like...to get my ENTER score back on the morning of december 12th.today i got my psych mid-year exam results back (note: this is 33% worth of my entire psych study score).being prepared for the worse,i braced myself to get at lowest,a B+.and a B+ i got.to be honest,i was throughly disappointed in myself.i only had ONE mid year exam,and psychology is supposed

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1122206503480997612005-07-24T21:44:00.000+10:002005-07-24T22:09:22.763+10:00

my family is going crazy...my mum is abit psycho these days,and my dad is all silent,and my sister just ARGUES back.but it's okay,i'm too busy with all these upcoming tests to revise for to really get involved.so here i am in my own little world of stress and non-stop writing of notes,with the radio blaring overhead in my room...trying to drown out the noise my mother is making to try instigate

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1121948684159276322005-07-21T22:08:00.000+10:002005-07-21T22:24:44.200+10:00

i'm so unhappy.i feel all the stress coming back to me again...as it should always have remained right here with me till the end of VCE.i've finally dropped the holiday mood and got back in touch with reality...year 12,term 3,with barely 4 months till the end of the entire academic year.everyone around me is mugging like never before,and here we all go running the last lap of this very exhausting

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1121686607984072852005-07-18T21:25:00.000+10:002005-07-18T21:36:47.993+10:00

i can't explain how bloody pissed i am at myself for simply not being able to sit down at my desk and just focus in order to finish the work i so need to do.no excuses anymore from tomorrow.MUST start psych revision for my test next wk,and compile proper notes for the frickin international studies outcome next wk too...and finish chapter 12 maths,write my 2nd writing folio (which is actually the

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1121257472187994472005-07-13T21:58:00.000+10:002005-07-13T22:24:32.233+10:00

seriously speaking,i don't know where to begin with what i have to say.and in fact,i don't even know what i want to write here really.my mind is in a blur.and yes i'm breaking my no msn/frienster/blogging rule tonight.but ONLY for tonight.my mind's just been floating in another world and i really REALLY want to get down with school work,but somehow i just can't concentrate (even without the

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1120976428354642572005-07-10T15:57:00.000+10:002005-07-10T16:23:56.076+10:00

OH.as if my last blog entry wasn't long enough.but guess what?since i'm not going to be blogging till next friday at earliest, i've got a couple more things i want to say before i begin my journey as a full-fledged nerd (and do pray that this whole thing works out for me pretty please!).i have more on my mind then i had before this weekend began...i'm not making anything official yet,but if i

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1120832075840629992005-07-08T23:45:00.000+10:002005-07-09T00:14:35.883+10:00

don't you think what i said was true?we're both very different people.we do well in subjects that are vastly different from each other (you with the maths and science and i with all the arts subjects- okay,i'm not that fantabulistic a student,but generally i can say i'm better at that kinda stuff),and we do have some differing opinions on life and love and all that crap.so maybe we should just

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1120561434417412732005-07-05T20:47:00.000+10:002005-07-05T21:09:21.726+10:00

patricia's gone to see her mum today.and i'm quite sad...like i dunno why i feel this emptiness within me.omg i'm missing her already!anyway,i've had a good time with her in last few days.i've shopped like insane these holidays,and spent a whole wade of my hard saved money (that sounds like awkward phrasing but whatever!).yesterday pat and i went out to melbourne city and got stuck in Dotti for

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1120305763102066522005-07-02T21:53:00.000+10:002005-07-02T22:03:54.243+10:00

i feel so bad now.haven't done any PROPER work since wednesday except kinda roughly read through the articles for the case study of indonesia for international studies yesterday.next wednesday when i'd better get cracking with maths (the subject which haunts me) and finish off international properly...before touching up on my eng essay and revising for health outcome which is wednesday first wk

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1119939415819572072005-06-28T16:08:00.000+10:002005-06-28T16:16:55.830+10:00

holidays are here.i've been doing work so slowly i think i am gonna die.and i'm currently freezing my butt off down here...with nothing to do as i take a break from writing my english essay for the entire afternoon.damn.i have no life!someone pray that i get motivated to start maths and international studies homework cos i can't be bothered with that yet and there's a mountain of work to complete

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1119419404520728042005-06-22T15:31:00.000+10:002005-06-22T15:57:21.010+10:00

following my psych mid year exam (which was a few weeks back), i've just been doing nothing much for school.totally unproductive...and i know it sounds like an odd time to say this with the term break just a few days away,but i'm really losing motivation for this entire year.i just can't seem to get back on my feet and focus on work as i used to be able to do...and the upcoming holidays is a

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1119074663680099522005-06-18T15:59:00.000+10:002005-06-18T16:04:23.686+10:00

right after i last blogged,everything begun to fall into place.and yesterday was the day.omg you guys are such bullcrappers!but probably good company for clubbing and shit.so yes,remember i'm still a clubbing virgin who's all raring to go...so bring me when i'm in singers okay?i will remind you people when the time draws closer.right now i should go concentrate on my work...and stop thinking

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1118924700429667232005-06-16T22:13:00.000+10:002005-06-16T22:25:00.436+10:00

life isn't exactly a bed of roses at the moment...but in my mind i try to hang on to idea that i'm just going through abit or rain.it doesn't exactly help to have my mother going skitz over a perfectly normal conversation.basically you can never discuss anything with her properly...because she can just turn everything into an argument and jump to the silliest conclusions ever.damn.but anyway,i

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1118214933275265292005-06-08T17:07:00.000+10:002005-06-08T17:15:33.283+10:00

Jarel Tey put something in the x-box.that is what my 6 year old nephew wants to say to everyone.and i can't study because of you,you and you.omg i'm so super stuffed up.DAMMIT.i need to study!but i cannot.whats my problem?!?

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1118144628490547192005-06-07T21:40:00.000+10:002005-06-07T21:43:48.500+10:00

my troubled mind will not let me rest.why this feeling within me...do you know how much it broke my heart having to say those things to you when inside i really wished i could do otherwise?but because you're my friend i shall let go and let things be.i know i so should be concentrating on this year and all,and it's probably going to be something that ends up screwed so i'll just shut up now and

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1117972004240440272005-06-05T21:41:00.000+10:002005-06-05T21:46:44.246+10:00

i wonder if you feel the same way too.because i've finally come to the realization that what i was searching for was in front of me all along.but i'll tread ever so softly now,and i shall keep my lips sealed about what my heart and my head harbours.because i believe in this one feeling within me,and i know that everything will work out fine with time.i have been nothing less than a fool to think

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1117698211242186542005-06-02T17:37:00.000+10:002005-06-02T17:43:31.976+10:00

dude.just went for a walk with my sister after dinner about abit of the neighbourhood.i haven't exercised since the stone age,so it was quite tiring brisk walking up the silly up hill roads and all.and after everyone is done with the bathroom it's my turn to shower...and start working on more psychology so that i'll hopefully ace the exam,which is next tuesday.and theres nothing else i'm feeling

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1117455725411928272005-05-30T22:13:00.000+10:002005-05-30T22:22:05.420+10:00

my brain is dying.information overload.i HATE the THIRD MAN.actually,it isn't all that bad...but after tonight's intense discussion and debate over essay questions,i feel like dying.anyway,school is so depressing...so i shall just shut up and talk about other things.my new pair of glasses are coming to me on saturday...and from now on everyone is going to see me in glasses more often cos my

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1117103198559778072005-05-26T20:21:00.000+10:002005-05-26T20:26:38.566+10:00

the psychology mid-year exam is less then 2 weeks away,and it's worth 33% of my overall subject grade for this year...so i'm fully freaking out.especially because i have no idea about one entire chapter(cisual sensory systems),and out of the other 2 i can't remember or know 2 chapters well (the biological bases of behaviour chapter and the visual perception and illusion chapter),while the other 2

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1116765869516701882005-05-22T22:39:00.000+10:002005-05-22T22:44:29.523+10:00

haven't blogged in abit...or so it seems.i have 2 outcomes tomorrow...and i reckon i'm all ready for those,just gotta read my notes again later before bed.anyway,i just realised how sick i am of the boring old cute guy thing,and about everything in general.i'm just sooo urgh now.dunno what the heck's wrong with me,not like i'm sad or anything but maybe it's just that the stress has been taking a

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1116242773763873142005-05-16T21:06:00.000+10:002005-05-16T21:26:13.773+10:00

i'm so uber stressed about school and year 12 in general...and it really doesn't help with me being in low spirits after what i heard from you last night.i really didn't expect you to say that to me...i mean,after 4 years of being close friends...i really can't help it but feel affected by it.but anyway,i am not blaming anyone for what happened.if you were hurt by my actions and my apparent

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115905019888855472005-05-12T23:33:00.000+10:002005-05-12T23:36:59.896+10:00

i hope you don't forget the happy meal bet we have okay!if you get an ENTER of above 97 and get your name on the honour board you have to but me a happy meal of my choice when i like the toy...and vice versa.but if you ask me,i think you ought to start saving for that happy meal because i think you're really gonna ace this year and all.as for me...if i even get anywhere close to the honour board

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115813377641742812005-05-11T21:55:00.000+10:002005-05-11T22:09:37.933+10:00

i can't believe that i'm actually concerned about something that isn't even my business.i mean,yeah...it's meant to be my business because you told me to get the facts,but then again...it kinda isn't my thing too.but anyway,i don't know what the situation is now,and i don't know if i should do what you asked me to,because you didn't seem interested in it anymore today...but if i got the go ahead

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115555384732191552005-05-08T22:19:00.000+10:002005-05-08T22:29:44.946+10:00

it's soooo cold today,especially right now.i'm absolutely freezing my butt off.and i've got a billion things i wanna say,just that i don't know how to put them all together nicely in words.i'm in a state of disillusion,i don't know how to comprehend my feelings.after what happened at 6.44 (youth service) last night,i feel like i've got so much to learn...i don't even know where to begin.i don't

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115297148011641362005-05-05T22:36:00.000+10:002005-05-05T22:45:48.016+10:00

YESSS.the stress is coming back to me!i'm the type of person who works under pressure,so after about a week of bumming and achieving almost nothing,i'm finally gonna get back on the ball and work my ass off this weekend towards BETTER results please (i mean,c'mon...a C on maths?that's so not acceptable...and so what if you get A's and above for all the rest of the subjects (that is,so far),it's

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115122020855240442005-05-03T21:58:00.000+10:002005-05-03T22:07:00.856+10:00

i feel REALLY bad.like i haven't done any work at all since sunday...and it's just appalling.i gotta get it to my head that this totally isn't on.and anyway,i spent the day with my mum,went shopping with her in the afternoon,then got home and bummed about the rest of the day,up till now.and i just found out that my funky primary 3 cousin has friendster,she's like sooo cute and funny lah!ok i'm

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1115027385715471942005-05-02T19:45:00.000+10:002005-05-02T19:49:45.716+10:00

no school tomorrow thanks to staff professional development day!YIPPEE.but i better get off my ass and do some work...i'm becoming so bummish these couple of days.i was supposed to go get dian's present with suci tomorrow...but she can't go out now,so now it's all up to me to get her present BY FRIDAY and i'm so gonna get stoned by people cos i really think i'm so not gonna be doing it by myself

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1114518596298305102005-04-26T22:14:00.000+10:002005-04-26T22:29:56.300+10:00

guess what joanna.i still miss you.it's like an everyday thing.sighhh.i wish we could be in the same school or something...that'd be so awesome!anyhows...you better be missing me too okay?i love you babe!haha.okay anyway i just realized that i am so crazy in love.like if you even call it love?!?it's been 8 months plus and i'm still on about the same dude!oh of course,there are the those days and

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1114427712040555322005-04-25T21:04:00.000+10:002005-04-25T21:15:12.040+10:00

i miss you joanna.ALOT.sighh...i wanna go over to where you are and give you a BIG HUG and hear your voice again.you're the one that i can talk to about anything,everything under the sun.from the boy i've been gaga over for the last 8 months,to my walk with God,to my school stress,to my highs over events that made my day,to my low days when i feel like so damn lousy.you rock my world babe!i love

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1114347869723228702005-04-24T22:52:00.000+10:002005-04-24T23:04:29.723+10:00

i miss joanna.she just confessed her love for me!YAY.baby i love you too...afterall,you're my best friend who remembers all the crazy things we do together like...ermm,brushing out teeth together when i slept over at your place?haha.and yes i just have to update you guys that i'm now a full fledged nerd...and i'm pretty happy with it cos i feel so motivated to work and i've never been so focused

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1113724088921339562005-04-17T17:40:00.000+10:002005-04-17T17:48:08.923+10:00

i'm feeling so so tired.and the second half of semester two begins tomorrow...and this week isn't going to be a "slack" week for me...but honestly speaking,there isn't exactly any specific week during this academic year whereby i am entitled to slack off anyway.but whatever it is,although i really just want year 12 to be over and done with,and i'm feeling the pressure coming back to me even more

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1113480078811675802005-04-14T21:50:00.000+10:002005-04-14T22:01:18.813+10:00

i just got the news that my cousin and his wife and my nephew (he is one of the loudest kids i've ever experienced and a total spoilt brat who is TOO HYPERACTIVE for my liking,mind you he swears alot too,and when you tell him to stop he keeps trying to annoy you by saying the four letter word even MORE!) are coming to melbourne to stay with us for 2 weeks,most probably the first 2 weeks of june..

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1113273565919370732005-04-12T12:28:00.000+10:002005-04-12T12:39:25.920+10:00

i must not give in to it that tries to pull me down.my soul is feeling so weak and worn out.i want to know the purpose of life.because everything that is going on around me just seems so mediocre,so typical...and although everything is working dandy in my life,i feel as if this isn't true life...like,there's bound to be more then what i'm going through everyday...and i know it's all about God and

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i finally managed to do some work today,although i really wished i did alot more...well,tomorrow i'm looking forward to being able to understand my international studies and maths,and probably write up at least another 1/3 of my psych outcome revision notes.well,i'm currently at a stage in life where i'm really looking for meaning in it and all,so pardon me if i'm all floaty and kinda losted and

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1113056017299690442005-04-10T00:08:00.000+10:002005-04-10T00:13:37.300+10:00

after last night's sleepover at christabel's...i have to say i learnt to treasure my family and my cosy house.i hate to be all evil and ungrateful over the hospitability she tried to extend to me when i was there last night...but i really did think it was the worse sleepover i ever had in my entire life.like...gosh,who goes to bed at 11 plus pm when their bunking the night at a mate's place?and

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1112857519887320052005-04-07T16:56:00.000+10:002005-04-07T17:05:19.886+10:00

for the first time in ages,he asked me something!and anyway,even he said i shouldn't be lazy.i KNOW...i'm a real bummer.next week,not a single excuse is allowed...even if i'm close to death or whatever i WILL have to do whatever work i have to complete before school reopens.i just raked and swept clean my entire backyard...and my back hurts.but whatever!i'm just a really lazy but quite happy

debbshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15025792813768946804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5478724.post-1112789843994645792005-04-06T22:12:00.000+10:002005-04-06T22:17:23.996+10:00

third day of holidays,and i have not done a single bit of work relating to year 12.dammit...i'm getting really really slack.but anyway,i came here to say...i got my L's today!like finally,after one year plus of sitting on my bum,i took it and passed.okay,i know,no biggie...but at least i did ONE THING so far this holidays!other than that...nothing happened.same old boring thing,been with my

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the formal was alright...much better then i thought it would be,although it wasn't all such a big deal as everyone assumed it to be.the band that played really sucked...but the dj was good.i barely ate anything at the formal thanks to the tempting dance floor and the disco ball.i really had some awesome exercise last night,and a crazy crazy time dancing the night away to groovy tunes from now,the

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